Hello, I’m Felicia, a YouTuber, Writer and overall creative who thinks a lot…and I mean a LOT about being a creative and what it means to live a creative life.

I have big dreams and a wild imagination and endless excitement when it comes to creativity.

With that comes emotional lows as well, it’s a wave and I am learning how to surrender to it. This journal series is shining a little more light on the bottom of the wave. Without the dip the top wouldn’t be so fun to surf right? Well at least I think it’s been a while since I’ve surfed. Maybe I should do that this year.

I would key myself an overall positive person. In the recent years, however I learned that only sharing the polished version of my art has left an entire side of the story of myself untold. I used to even ignore it myself, in a stagnation period of life, where I literally couldn’t create because I couldn’t face my own shadow!! I wanted to pretend it didn’t exist.

I realized healing or whatever, was never about getting rid of the darkness, but sitting with it, seeing what it’s trying to show me. It’s never going to completely go away. I just get better at relating to it and not judging it all the time.

This journal series is that!

It’s sharing my moment of wow! this is so fun and good and then a late lunch and hour later, umm what am I even doing can I do this? Can I really succeed? Maybe I can’t? To, no this video is really good and I really just need to stop checking YouTube Studio app and go on a walk.

It’s all of it here.

Raw, Real and Potent musings from someone working to be a full-time artist this year!

The posts labeled Preview, are just that! Free Previews to read before committing.

Enjoy!!